I have to said that there is bad news related with my illness and many other things. Since September it had been horrible because I had been all the days in the hospital.
I saw the little ball that had been growing in my neck and it was really ugly, it was full of black liquids, nasty.
Then the pills, I have bad side effect, I mean that I having dreams about killing people and this could be related with posttraumatic stress, and this is really scaring for me.
And then, general body pain, especially my left elbow, I always feel cold and headaches.
I can't do sports, and less after a surgery.
And sleep, definitely need to sleep.